Gay Colors

I’ve learned that life is great no matter how dull it gets, it’s still amazing. One experience, only one, will change your perspective and how you perceive things. Things will look different and full of gay colors.

I went through two tough weeks and endless crying, I had faith but I was scared of the unknown. I have complained about how colorless my summer was and the lack of action it has, and then I realized it wasn’t as grey as I though it was, it was heaven.

p.s. thank you to all my friends… thank you for being beside me, without you guys I would have been depressed. I love every single one of you.

p.s.s. thank you for everyone who called, smsd, facebooked, love you all.

We Are Three!

Happy Birthday to my blog today it's three years old!

(yeah I know I should update more)

Dusty place

I have deserted this place though it was the place where I put all my rage, my tears and my happy moments! I know I have said that I will be back and unfortunately I did not keep my word, shame on me. But I am not to be blamed for I have a good reason. I have a life that lacks sleep besides having a lot of work that needs lots time and energy. Sometimes I think what ‘did I get myself into’. I don’t regret my decision and I don’t think that I will regret it. But next time when I decide to make a huge step like this I WLL think a million times before I do so.

Ok that’s it for now <<< as if you said something!

yeah I'm still alive =D

Chatter 11

- I managed to reduce the amount of coffee I drink. Now I only drink coffee three times a week which is a miracle. I went through headaches, it was my drug <3 the decaffeinating (I think the word is wrong coz I’m kind of sure there is no ‘T’) process is rather tough.

- Around a month ago I had to take an espresso shot and regretted it, my heart started pounding and my hands started shaking, that really scared me. My body got used to not having something that strong. Being the idiot that I am I took a shot :S and now no more strong stuff, I’ll just stick to cappuccino, black coffee or mocha.

- I can’t figure out our weather, in the morning I have to wear something to keep me warm and when it’s around 10 am its typical SA.

- In the vacation I’m planning to redecorate my room. I’ll be using wallpaper rather than pain it and I need to buy myself a sofa.

- I’m planning to bake more since I love to do so. I’m willing to try new stuff.

- I’ll do more photography since it has been a while. I miss holding the camera and taking a bunch of pictures and trying out new ways of editing them.

- I know I wont be doing much of the above because of my lame professors :S they have already given us assignment that are due the first week after the vacation.

- The End by Roadrunner United has been on repeat for an hour now :P I love the song <3

- I miss my friends like hell especially susu… y5ty its been ages!

- I’m typing this post now because I’m currently running away from a position paper that is due tomorrow *deeeeeeeeep sigh*

- I think this is about it!

I’m not going to reread this post so please ignore every mistake you stumble upon.

I’m back and this time for real

I think this is the only place where I can whine and whine and whine about freaking KSU and about my idiot professors. I need a place where I can take all my rage and not be judged, and my dear blog is the only place where I can do this. Today many incidents happened to me and I should get them all out of my system.

The first one was around 7:30 am my friend called and asked if I wanted coffee suddenly a lady walks to me and asks me “are songs 7aram?” she was referring to my ring tone. I looked at her blankly for a moment and told her “ppl are free to do whatever they want” she insisted on me changing the ring tone or putting my mobile silent :S I do not see anything wrong with na9ee7a (religious advice) but what I think is wrong is that you insist and try to force a person into dong something that they are not even convinced about. I told her thank you (jzak allah 5air) but that was not enough for her.

The other thing was in last 15 minutes Milton’s class Dr. Kutriah asked us to do free writing in 5 min, we are supposed to write 300 words in that short period of time. I was able to score 200 which is good but others were stumbling they did not reach 200 :S he was frustrated and he put his hand on his forehead shaped like an ‘L’ and asked “do you know what this means?”. We all knew that meant ‘Loser’ then he said that we are losers and that our level is worse than undergraduates. WTF I got frustrated, it is an insult. What kind of professor would say such a thing to his students? It is clear that he does not deserve to be a professor.


I don’t feel like typing anymore coz I’m not in the mood but I’ll try to update the post when I feel like it. BTW I did not read the post so ignore all the mistakes whatever they are…

An Update

Hey I know I have not been updating much lately and I'm sorry about that.

Here are some of my latest works :D

It starts again

UGH! yes the term has started and this girl will start complaining again... Run away whileyou can :P Marcia will be giving me a course this term :S damn she is following me everywhere :S

I Need Colors

Yeah I need colors in my life, everything is turning black and white and I'm hating it.