Flanah: Marry me Flanah

Haven’t you noticed that the number of the male looking girls (I'd rather call them that and not anything else) has increased lately? The way they look, the way they dress, the way they talk, the way they walk and the way they handle a girl (by a girl, I mean the normal girl, since they look like men).

I just want to understand, is it ok for them to look like that? Is it something psychological? Is it some kind of lack of confidence? Or is it something to do with the feeling that the opposite sex is better? Is it that they are attracted to the same sex that they think that they should differ from them in the looks? Do they feel that they are men from the inside that they want to get out of this female body they are trapped in (I think this is pretty rare)? Don’t they feel that it is awkward that they look like that while they are surrounded by normal girls? Is it that they don’t know how to look like girls? Is it that they were raised up with boys that they don’t know how to act and look like girls? Or is it that their family doesn't have any male members that they decided to raise one child like a boy? Please I want answers… I really need to understand.

I find it really disgusting rather than horrifying, although it is a scary thing. Yes I'm ageist it and I'll never support it no matter what. About a month ago I went to a shabkah and at the entrance I saw two girls but they were dressed up like men and to say the truth I thought they were men. I thought to myself "am I at the right place?" and then I saw some of my friends. Didn’t it feel weird for them that everyone was wearing a dress, makeup and high heals and they were wearing some kind of male suit?

When people look at them they would immediately think "lesbians". Yes that’s what people think of them and that’s what everyone thought at the shabkah. People connect the male look with being a lesbian. When I was a student at KSU I saw many male looking girls with very feminine girls. To me it was something ugly and I know that many will agree with me. I believe that they are not ashamed of it and it's something normal to them. I remember Dr. 3azizah said that she once found an invitation to a lesbo wedding under her office's door (I can see many jaws open) I swear to God it's something embarrassing and that they should be ashamed of it. Is it to this extent that they invite people to this illegal thing? OMG they have guts to do that. Wallah it's 7aram and it breaks my heart that people like this do exist on earth especially Saudi girls. What were they thinking? Oh lets make our marriage known to all and official. It's sickening and it really pisses me off. Don’t they think of the consequences? And how society would look at them? Forget that, don’t they have the slightest thought of its 7okim in Islam? I don’t know why but I can understand the non-Arab's being and doing so but not the Arabs.

I could go on and on but I'll stop here. If you have anything to say or add please do.

طقوس المذاكره

هذا اول موضوع اكتبه بالعربي فالله يعافيكم تحملوا الاغلاط الاملائيه و كمان القرامر. المهم هذا تاق من فروحه ^_^
Baer with me people

س1: ما هو الطقس الذي تفعله عندما تذاكر؟

اهم حاجه يكون عندي كوفي لانو انا من النوع اللي انام وانا ادرس
ولازم يكون عندي شوكلت احتياط لا اكتأبت والا شيء. جوالي لازم يكون مقفل او سايلنت (كانو صاحباتي مره يعصبو علي وقت الامتحانات) واحب ادرس على سريري او بالمجلس. واحب استخدم كولور كودنق وقت الدراسه لان هذا الشيء مره يساعدني وقت الامتحان .

س2: متى كان أصعب امتحان مر عليك؟

اصعب امتحان كان في اخر ترم لي بالجامعه. اصلاً الماده متخلفه و الدكتوره كانت معذبتنا. كنت مره خايفه احمل الماده و ما اتخرج وهي
من النوع اللي اذا قالت اكتبي في 10 سطور يعني 10 سطور وكانت تبغى نكتب نفس الكلام اللي في الكتاب و مو على فهمنا، يعني باختصار كوبي من الكتاب و بيست في مخك وبعدين كوبي من مخك و بيست على الورقه. طبعاً كان شيء مره مستحيييييييييل.

س3: ما هو أطرف فعل فعلته أيام امتحاناتك للهروب من المذاكرة؟

يووووووووووه عاد انا مره مجنونه، في اشياء كثير سويتها مثل يوم امتحان الفيزياء ثانويه عامه طلعت شوبنق والله كان ضايق صدري. في اخر سمستر لي في الجامعه كنت اتفرج "قريز اناتومي" وكان علي فاينلز. وكمان كنت ادخل النت عشان اصحصح وكنت بعض الاحيان اطول والاقي صاحباتي. ولا ما يطلع الابداع الا وقت المذاكره، الرسم والكتابه والافكار اللي ما ادري ايش تبغى.

I bet you're all laughing at my Arabic :S ok now I tag who ever posts a comment, no I've changed my mind I tag: mayoosh, mochness, pinkish, swarwar, rimyoleta, hopeless poet, Ahmed, faith, emano, eshda3wa, foof, glow and Euphoria.

PS. Thanks farou7a for the tag and I was happy to do it coz it brought back nice memories :D